Obliged Sex

11/02/07 - Tuesday Night

I'm standing outside a two-story apartment building. It's night again (or still). I see an older woman standing outside her apartment door. She is wearing a short nightgown or shirt. While not particularly attractive, I see her adjusting her panties under her gown. This grabs my attention. She heads back into her apartment, but leaves her door open a crack. I sneak up to peek in and watch her, in the hope of perhaps seeing more. A neighbor spots me and alerts the woman to my presence. I turn to flee, but the woman comes out, and somehow I know she's interested in having sex with me. I stop running and lay down in the grass. She climbs on top of me and pulls out my cock. There are a few people in the yard watching, and I suffer a twinge of "stage fright." I reach down and up under her shirt / night gown and begin to rub he clit in a circular motion. She then asks me why I'm doing this, as being fingered doesn't really "interest her." Immediately, I feel stupid, clumsy, and awkward. I'm no longer interested in sex, but for some reason, I feel compelled to oblige the woman. The dream ended here.

Realworld Note: My girlfriend is ten years older than me, and I'm currently struggling with the fact I don't feel particularly attracted to her anymore.